Wednesday, July 30, 2014

kisses from barcelona


A little bird, sitting atop a tall cliff, overlooking the world...

I've spent the past week traveling Europe and have had some absolutely amazing experiences. This photo was taken my first day in Spain. My outfit isn't anything too special, because I spent the whole day climbing and exploring Barcelona. But regardless, I thought I would share :)

Here's the details:
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-white aviators, Mossimo (Target)
-"K" pendant, La Soula
-black tank, Zara
-"kalel"inscribed cuff, Baublebar
-lace shorts, Top Shop
-oxford flats, Forever21

Sunday, July 13, 2014

knowledge is power.

art by Pawel Kuczynski

This isn't something I'd normally do... but something weird has happened to me. I have passion running through my veins and I can't seem to control it. 

In my vlog from Friday, I included some footage from an animal rights awareness protest. Then I lost it. Since then, MANY people have voiced their opinion on the video- mostly regarding the consumption of meat. I strongly believe that everyone has the choice to do what they want in life. However, I also believe that everyone should be AWARE of what they take part in. Let's face it- we are IGNORANT creatures. ALL OF US. We think we know everything, when in reality we know jack shit. Sometimes we need to expand our mind and let the idea of something new come in, swish it around, then spit it back out if necessary... but allow it the chance to possibly absorb, or grow. 

I have responded to HUNDREDS of comments on that vlog. But this particular comment that I wrote, practically encompasses all of my thoughts, so I wanted to paste it below for all of you:

Helping these animals IS a very big issue. Not just for them, but for US. And honestly, yes, it is one of the BIGGEST problems in the world. Let me explain the reasons:

1.) GLOBAL WARMING. I don't know how much you know about global warming, but factory farm emissions are one of the leading causes of global warming. Everyone in the whole WORLD will be GREATLY affected by this. The temperature will be brutally hot, causing crops to fail. Africa will have virtually no drinking water. Rapidly melting glaciers will cause MANY floods and avalanches in Asia. There will be terrible heat-waves, floods, storms and forest fires all over the world. The ocean will begin to eat the land. As of RIGHT now, global warming is KILLING 300,000 people each year and affecting 300,000,000 people. And these statistics are rapidly growing; projected in 25 years- 300,000,000 people will suffer health issues related to the heat and 20,000,000 will fall into poverty. The world will more or less become hell on earth, for EVERYONE. 

2.) HEALTH. I understand that this isn't exactly a well-known fact, because most people don't follow health studies posted on the internet, but consuming meat/dairy IS causing disease. Please, research for yourself, google "Harvard Meat Study" and there will be a plethora of articles about heart disease and various cancers. Meat/dairy is loaded with cholesterol and the high-meat/high-dairy diet that the average person has today, IS killing them. Heart-disease, to be exact. Heart-disease kills more people than ANYTHING else in this world (followed up by cancer, which also has MANY studies linking it to meat/dairy-consumption), 17.5 million just last year. This has nothing to do with added growth hormones/GMOs, we are talking STRICTLY cholesterol. And it is killing many, many people. The meat/dairy industry is a multi-BILLION dollar industry, and they are working HARD to hide this information from you, paying off whoever they need to, to spin only the positive aspect of meat/dairy (acting as if you CAN'T get these same benefits from other foods), and influencing you to believe that it is a healthy option. THEY ARE BANKING ON YOUR IGNORANCE. Not only that, but the industry is doing very shady shit. Take for instance, just last year. The FDA came out and admitted that farms had been putting ARSENIC (toxic chemical, carcinogenic) into the chicken feed for quite some time. The FDA even admitted that when studies were done with the meat, that the ARSENIC was in the meat that was then being consumed by humans. This article came out last year, but why wasn't EVERYONE talking about it? But even without the arsenic, meat is killing people. Why do you think when someone gets cancer, the first thing that a GOOD doctor advises is for you to cut meat/dairy from your diet, and to take on a plant-based diet? Because meat/dairy can not only contribute to the cancer growth, but it does NOTHING at all to help fight it. But then the plant diet can not only FIGHT the cancer but CURE it. You CAN easily get all proper nutrients (including complete proteins, omega-3, iron, b12) with a vegan diet, it just takes some studying to get your new pattern down. Plant diets are the answer to longevity and a happy, healthy life as an elder. You may not care about your life in your 40s, 50s, 60s, 70s, NOW, but trust me, you will be caring when you're 50 and your body starts falling apart, and you have to go to the hospital ten times each year. That is NOT the way you want to die. There are MANY people well into their hundreds who are eating a plant-diet and doing so well. It's remarkable. 

3.) WORLD HUNGER. Raising animals for food is EXTREMELY inefficient. A cow will consume an insane amount of grain, well over the "eating value" of the meat it later provides. These animals are eating SO much, then producing so little. An acre of grain (beans, lentils, soybean) can produce 5x the protein and nutrition than an acre of animals can. 30% of our land is being used to either raise/produce livestock or to grow food for that livestock. Deforestation is happening FAST because of this. THAT IS CRAZY. If all countries focused on growing grain for human consumption, vs animal consumption, there would be SO much available grain, that no one would be going hungry. 

4.) INNOCENT LIVES. As you may have noticed, I have saved the animal reasoning for last. But if you don't care about the above three points, you certainly won't care about doing this for the animals. The simplest way I can put it is this- WHY KILL SOMETHING THAT YOU DON'T NEED TO SURVIVE? Doesn't that seem a bit selfish? Don't tell me because it tastes good. Don't tell me because "god put animals on the earth for us to eat". Don't tell me that it's the "circle of life". Don't tell me it's because we are meant to eat meat. Don't tell me that we NEED it to live. Don't tell me that the animal is just going to "die anyway", even if you stopped eating meat. Don't tell me that you can't afford it. Don't tell me that it would lead to "over-population" of animals. Don't tell me that some farms are okay.

-Meat does NOT taste good. Take a slab of meat and cook it without oil, salt, seasoning, or sauce, then please tell me that it tastes good. You pump nearly ANYTHING with enough salt, it will be "tasty".

-I respect religion and I understand it. However, if you think God would be ok with his creations being held captive for a year and brutally tortured, just for your burger... you're wrong. Animals were meant to live free, not in a tiny crate. There is nothing natural about what's happening. There is nothing NATURAL about cows being forcefully impregnated their entire life to produce milk for you. For them to be standing all day, in an area too small to even turn their body, hooked up to a pumping machine. Things have changed since the biblical times, and it is NOT NATURAL.

-The circle of life is when a lion eats a gazelle. That lion NEEDS that meat to survive. That lion is only killing that gazelle because it's instinct tells it to. We don't need meat to survive, and it is a proven fact. Just think of this hypothetical experiment: You have two rooms. In one room you put a human baby (1 year old). This baby has no REAL influence from his parents lifestyle yet, only his instincts. You place a bunny in the room with him. 10 minutes later, what would he be doing? Petting the bunny. Even if he had been STARVING prior to going into that room, he would be looking at that bunny with awe and wonder. Now, do the same thing with a baby lion cub? That bunny is nothing but a pool of blood, within MINUTES. THAT IS A MEAT-EATER. 

-Yes, cavemen ate meat. But why does that translate to "we are meant to eat meat"? Evolution does not mean destiny. We evolved to have moderately sharp teeth because we did not have the intelligence, nor resources to live otherwise. Killing animals for meat was the EASIEST way to survive. So everyone did it. But evolutionarily speaking, we are FAR from "meat-eaters". A lion is a meat-eater, it has razor sharp teeth, a shearing jaw, reduced facial muscles to allow a wide mouth, and long claws. THOSE are the signs of a evolutionary meat-eater. 

-Chimps, and also gorillas (the closest genetic animal relative, 96% the same as us) eat a 95% vegan diet. That is their choice. They can EASILY kill and eat meat, but they most always avoid it if they can. They are strong, they are healthy and they live for a long time. Plant-eaters in the wild, live the longest lives. Their patterns show us, we do not NEED meat. 

-If people starting taking meat off of their plate, it WOULD make a difference. If the industry dropped even 20%, they would be terrified. They would see a rapid pattern of loss and they would make changes. They would treat the animals better and they would be doing many things to prove it to the consumer, other than "a label".

-Everyone seems to think that a vegan diet is the most expensive thing in the world. This is FAR from the truth. Maybe if you go and buy all that pre-packaged food, then yes. But don't do that. Even though it's "vegan" it's not healthy. If you can't pronounce the ingredients, don't buy it. There are DEFINITELY many people who eat a vegan diet, but are not eating a healthy diet, overall. Oreos and soy "chicken" nuggets are vegan, but is that a proper diet? Hell no. The food that you NEED is very affordable, if not more affordable than all of that pre-packaged junk that is loaded with salt, sugar and preservatives that your body is hating you for. If you can afford $3 for a box of twinkies, you can afford $3 for TWO POUNDS of apples. You only need beans/lentils/whole grains, fresh fruit/veggies and nuts/seeds, etc. "But that's SO boring." Trust me, it's getting better by the day! There are lentil pastas that taste JUST like white pasta (I personally find them better), but contain tons of protein! So many amazing vegan products are being developed and coming to the market. And with an increased interest, only MORE will be coming. But even with just the "bare necessities" you can make AMAZING recipes. I will try to post some on my blog :)

-Wild animals, eat wild animals. They control and cap their own population. However, if it DID become an issue, it could easily be regulated by the government. You also need to understand how many cows/pigs/chickens would exist on this planet if WE weren't manually breeding them. Not very many. 

-"But... not all farms treat their animals poorly". This may be true for small farms, but the factory farms, which provide 95% of the meat consumed in the world (so more than likely, the meat that IS on YOUR plate) is pure evil. In this day and age, there are TOO many people for small farms to thrive. The factory farms can produce WAAAAAAAAY more meat than the small farms, which will come at a lower price tag, thus putting the small farms out of business. And even at those small farms... they are killing these animals WELL before their time. A healthy cow can live to be 20-25, but cows are killed for meat only a year or so after birth.  

I realize that if you're a meat-eater and reading this, you probably are feeling quite defensive right about now. That is OK. I understand that, because only one year ago, I was just like you. If understanding all of this information, and watching the educational videos, you find that you still want to contribute to this industry, that is all you. Your choice and I will respect it. But maybe just try to cut back on meat. Most people eat meat twice a day, but maybe try only twice a week? It would TRULY help the cause. If you hunt for your meat, that is great, still not my cup of tea, BUT GREAT- much better than the alternative. 

I have heard from MANY kids who say "I don't want to eat meat, but my parents insist". This is a very common thing. Share this article with them. Watch "Earthlings" (a great documentary that exposes evil in the world) with them. I would like to think that they would understand. 

Bottom line, you are a victim of scam and deception. ALL OF US ARE. These multi-billion dollar industries have tricked us all, and they are laughing their asses off. Just open your mind, and take a second to absorb this thought: Three of the BIGGEST money makers in the whole world are the meat/dairy industry, the pharmaceutical industry, and the healthcare industry, all overseen/subsidized by the government. But imagine, (even if you believe it to be false) JUST IMAGINE, if everyone began eating a very planned and extremely healthy plant-diet. No one bought meat/dairy, very few people needed medicine and hardly anyone was going in for surgery or cancer-treatment. Those industries would crash. The economy would crash. BILLIONS of jobs, gone. So my question is this, would the government allow that to happen? HELL NO. Doesn't anyone else find it odd that we still don't have a cure for cancer? But yet you can find THOUSANDS of stories online of people saying that they have beat their cancer without chemo/medication, ALL by eating a special plant-diet. Fascinating, don't you think? The government does not protect us, or care about us as individuals. They only care about the "big picture". The sooner you realize that, and begin doing your own research, the sooner you will become a healthier and better person. 

(...and don't even get me started about the deception of the packaged food industry. They are just adding loads of sugar, salt and chemicals to EVERYTHING and it is killing us all. They are marketing it at children and it is slowly killing us all. You are only supposed to have 25g of sugar each day. That's less than ONE SODA. Are people following this guideline? NO. Are we being properly educated of this? NO. There isn't even a % on "sugar" when you look at nutrition labels. Hmmm... I WONDER WHY. Because they all would say 433% and people would freak out. This generation is predicted to die younger than their parents did. So tragic. Please understand what you are eating/feeding to your children. If you can't pronounce/explain all the ingredients, do not buy it. Don't be so trusting of these companies, they don't care about you, or doing the right thing, just $$$$)

This is far too long. I apologize for that. I get carried away. But as you can see, this is something I am VERY passionate about. Eating a plant-diet may not be EASY at first, and we may want to dismiss the idea of it, but it is POWERFUL and it is SMART. Vegans have a bad name for "preaching" but it's hard NOT to want to share this information. And I DO care about the well-being of humans, as well as the animals. But the animals are VOICELESS. Not many people will think of them, or have a voice for them. Everyone loves their cats and dogs, but has no heart-felt association to the animal they are swallowing. It needs to change. For the humans, for the earth, for them. We all need to live as one. Please give this comment a "thumbs-up" if you agree.

But it's not just meat, there are tons of other animal related issues that need to be stopped as well. It's dairy. It's leather. It's fur. It's angora. It's down-feathers. ALL CRUEL AND COMPLETELY UNNECESSARY. We are killing beautiful creatures for vanity and it's not ok, it's selfish. But I KNOW how hard it is to make this change. It has been a transition for me, and a tough one. Even last week, I would still eat cheese or ice cream every now and then. It's hard to deny yourself the things that you have grown up eating. But I AM DONE. I have to be strong. I am living a 100% cruelty-free life; no blood on my hands. No meat, no dairy, no eggs, no leather, no fur, no feathers, no angora, NO ANIMAL TESTED PRODUCTS (makeup, body care, hair care, toothpaste, deodorant) and no medicine (unless VERY much needed). This is the thing. Companies have nothing but greed in their hearts. They want your money and they want the quickest and easiest path to get it. They don't care about doing things the proper way. They don't care about your health. And until we MAKE them understand that WE, the consumers, DO CARE about these things.. nothing will change. It will only get worse.  

I'd like to take this moment to discuss the art I used for this post. It is VERY powerful. And it raises a seriously thought-provoking question, why do we care SO deeply for our pets but not at all for the animals we eat? Cows and pigs are MUCH more intelligent than dogs and cats, but no one really seems to be bothered by that. But if someone came in your house right now, put you behind a glass wall, then hung your beloved pet up by one leg on a chain... then gutted it- you would have a fucking heart attack. So WHY is it ok to do that to a cow? A cow or pig has just as much intelligence and potential to be loving as a cat or dog. The problem is disassociation. When we see chicken nuggets, we don't think "OH, I'm eating a cute little chicken". We are raised eating these foods and the association of evil is never made. YOU HAVE TO MAKE YOURSELF ASSOCIATE IT IN ORDER TO CHANGE FOR GOOD. I encourage you to watch "Earthlings" a documentary that exposes all of the selfish evil we are doing. Become aware and help fight for these helpless creatures. 

There are many things wrong with the world. But this issue is sparking SO many other issues, that it almost seems like karma to me. The earth is imbalanced. We need to figure out a way to fix this.

(I'm not offering the option of commenting on this post because I have been dealing with SO much over on the vlog this weekend... I can't deal with much more. I've witnessed enough ignorant and relentlessly rude arguing to last a lifetime. Why must everyone be SO mean to one another? haha :( But feel free to comment on the vlog.)

Wednesday, July 9, 2014

back-2-school haul [video]



♫ back to school... back to school... to prove to dad that I'm not a fool 
(Billy Madison, anyone?)

Well guys, I go back to college this week... and I am freaking scared. I mean, luckily this time around I give no fucks about eating alone or having no one to study with-- but I'm genuinely terrified of not being able to handle the work load on top of my lifestyle. It may not seem like much from an outside perspective, but managing WULAS, my blog, drafting my company plans, planning a huge wedding and fully designing a home, already has my plate feeling overwhelmingly full. Now let's add 50 hours/week of school and projects. It's not that I'm complaining, because I'm very fortunate for my lifestyle and I'm very excited to be going to design school. It's just that I'm scared.

Many of you may have figured this out about me, but if I can't do something 110% (or if my heart just isn't in it anymore), then I don't want any part in it. It just doesn't feel good. It feels like failure to me and it causes a trigger in my brain that will not stop until I stop it. It's something I've struggled with almost all of my life. I commonly refer to it as "perfectionism"; it's the reason my room needs to be disgustingly spotless before I can think, it's the reason I delete videos/posts that I feel aren't good enough, and it's the main reason I dropped out of college the first time around. It's a definite personality flaw that many people don't sympathize with, nor understand, but it is very real, and it makes me who I am. And I like to think that somehow it will get me places in life. It allows me to see SO many things "wrong" with this or that, which can be very draining/negative... but then again, it also allows me to see things that most people wouldn't even notice- which in turn, creates a better end-result.

  Anyway- since I can't juggle it all perfectly and it just becomes too much, I'm like... peace out. I'd rather be able to FULLY focus on one or two things (and do them BRILLIANTLY), then spread myself too thin among many things and do a shit job. I consider most everything that I do to be a shit job, mostly because those things are on a schedule and I feel forced to produce SOMETHING in a timely manner (i.e. YouTube) but my career is a different story. I will have all the time in the world to prepare and I will birth something truly amazing because of it. I believe that if you choose your craft and you dedicate your whole life to it, it will be nothing short of perfection. (ex: Walt Disney, Steve Jobs)

I'm REALLY hoping that I can persevere and manage it all. My career is my dream and it is my main focus in life (other than love and having many bbs :P). I have the intention of a 4.0 GPA and kicking ass at this school. I want, no, I NEED, to gain as much from this education as possible. I have all these insane ideas for my fashion label, but I'm only willing to launch it if I have the maximum knowledge/skill required to make it as good as my vision.

It WILL be perfection, or it WILL NOT exist.

I'm so passionate about going far beyond the extra mile to produce something great. Not just something great, but something DIFFERENT and something that brings excitement to a repetitive industry. I'm going to study my craft for years. My materials will be top-knotch. My ideas will be revolutionary. I'm going to work with only the best craftsmen. I'm going to do everything in my power to ensure the best fit, for every body shape. I'm going to WORK.

Although, for as long as this has been my dream, I have had my days where I've reconsidered. Many consider this industry to be vain and materialistic, and really, they are right. So, do I really want to dedicate my life to such a thing? Isn't there MORE to life than fashion and "looking good"? Of course. And I dream about doing BIG, BIG things to improve the world. For example, I'd love to create massiveeeeee "realistic" habitats for endangered species. Maybe some day I will be able to do these things, but I still stand by my choice of pursuing fashion. Why? Here's why:

For me, for my vision, it's not just "fashion". For me, it's tangible confidence. I don't want my designs to just be "clothing". I want my designs to be special treasures. When a girl puts one on, I want her to feel SO good about herself that she is shining from the outside. I want her to reach in her closet for MY design when she's about to confront her crush, or go to speak at a special event. I want to be a part of her confidence and I want to be a part of her success.

That's why I choose fashion.
(and because it's a creative outlet that I think I will excel at :P)

Well, this has gotten long.
Good lord.
I'm going to go.

Love you all, hope you enjoyed the video! :P